10, 9, 8, 7, 6 days....
Everything come so fast...
So fast that I've never expect before
I hate this kind of feeling
Why this thing happen to me again ??
Why....??
Nobody can answer....
Just god know it.
How I wish to spend more times with her..
Perhaps another few more months...
But this will not going to happen already..
I can't imagine how is her departure on that day..
For sure it will be a very hurtful moment for me.
Tears streaming down...Speechless....Heartbroken...
Things will never be like last time again,
where happiness, care, joy, love surround us..
But now what I can do is just...
WAIT patiently for her to appear in front of me again..
WAIT patiently for her to throw tantrum on me like how she done before...
WAIT patiently for her warm hug..
WAIT....& WAIT... & keep waiting...
I can't stop telling myself...
to let her go peacefully...
No matter how many times I remind myself...
but still tears slowly rolling down inside my heart...
Nobody knows it...nobody can feels it as well...
Just me....Myself.
Finally, it is time for her to go...
Finally, it is time for me to send my best wishes to her...
Finally.........
How I wish myself can be a bit stronger to face it.
Please take good care of yourself in the near future.
No matter how far we are apart...how long we are separate..
Your love will always remain & stay..
I'll never forget how you've once shared your love with me.
I love You !