没你的日子

没你的日子里 我的心该放哪里
一起走到这里 不能再一起
还以为拥挤的人群
可以调走我想你的心
任何一个背影
都让我以为是你

关于你的消息 我还是那么留意
任由它一点一滴 占据我思绪
然而我对你的情意
难道他们没有提起
想亲口说明 却怕他还在你心里

想你是我一生最亮的星
为何陪我到天明
天亮之后却又让我 找也找不到你

想我是你窗外孤单的雨
是否还记得叮咛
我不在时 你会不会好好照顾自己

没你的日子里 朋友们还有相聚
关于你的消息 我还有留意
我总是有意无意 说起对你的情意
如果你想关心
他们会向你提起

Finally....

10, 9, 8, 7, 6 days....
Everything come so fast...
So fast that I've never expect before
I hate this kind of feeling
Why this thing happen to me again ??
Why....??
Nobody can answer....
Just god know it.

How I wish to spend more times with her..
Perhaps another few more months...
But this will not going to happen already..
I can't imagine how is her departure on that day..
For sure it will be a very hurtful moment for me.
Tears streaming down...Speechless....Heartbroken...

Things will never be like last time again,
where happiness, care, joy, love surround us..
But now what I can do is just...
WAIT patiently for her to appear in front of me again..
WAIT patiently for her to throw tantrum on me like how she done before...
WAIT patiently for her warm hug..
WAIT....& WAIT... & keep waiting...

I can't stop telling myself...
to let her go peacefully...
No matter how many times I remind myself...
but still tears slowly rolling down inside my heart...
Nobody knows it...nobody can feels it as well...
Just me....Myself.

Finally, it is time for her to go...
Finally, it is time for me to send my best wishes to her...
Finally.........
How I wish myself can be a bit stronger to face it.

Please take good care of yourself in the near future.
No matter how far we are apart...how long we are separate..
Your love will always remain & stay..
I'll never forget how you've once shared your love with me.

I love You !